Crushing a world of mine.

He has been out the whole day.

Sleepless Watching Series on PPS.tv yday nite.

Tired he was indeed.

Only it may seemed just like yday.
Mentioning PPS.tv was his new girlfriend

Can a Man? be...
Filled with confidence
Laughed with no worries of tomorrow
no tears roams the valley of cheeks

He slept immediately after a pint of Hoegaarden
Yes Hoegaarden at A Library
Located at the corner of that Curve.

2 hours since you slept I asked him,
Why are u up?
Why are you sweating?
Boy are u ok ... ?

Me? Boy? u r already 23
I ain't no Boy already
I woke up shaking and sweating.
Sweats up against my chest

All I felt was a blanket of unpleasant feelings
I felt sorrow, hopeless, helpless
Disappointment and deadness within me.

I am so clueless, blind and direction less
WITH MY LIFE
I wasted so much of my time in my studies and work
What is to become of me of near future!?
I feel so chained up
I feel heartache.

I long for a hug
I need my love one
I feel alone
breaks me into tears.